It’s not about me. It’s not about me. It’s not about me.
I keep telling myself that, but it doesn’t make this any easier.
Things are changing too fast.
In the past four weeks
My grandmother died.
My parents who live with my grandmother now have to decide what to do. And what to do probably means moving away.
Someone very close to me is making a big life change. And that probably means moving away.
Someone else very close to me is making another big life change. And that definitely means moving away.
These have nothing to do with me directly, but they affect me very directly.
And it’s not about me. But that doesn’t make it hurt any less.
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4 responses to “It’s not about me. But that doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt.”
((hugs)). Wish we could meet up and let you talk it out!
This stinks, but let’s try to look at the positive and say that if these 3 people move away, that’s 3 more places you will be able to travel to and visit often. More of the world you will be able to see 🙂 I know it’s still hard though. Saying some prayers for you.
Aww Poo! I hate change! I usually resist any kind of change kicking and screaming. Even if if’s something that would be easier for me like…a quicker route somewhere. Hate it! I like to know what to expect always! Weird huh! So anyway I hurt for you girlie cause that would drive me nuts too. You need a break. You’ve had a lot to deal with these past few months. I’ll keep you and your parents in my prayers
You are always in my heart and I promise to be a better friend…..A life that is full will be full of challenges. I know you’ll overcome yours.
xoxoxoxo,
your nyc fan